your dreams will be reduced down to breathing, and you will be grateful
The thing about not-being-a-person is:
They will say those people and the price of being a person is to nod and agree that yes, those people aren’t people at all.
They will have no idea who they are talking to.
You yourself will start to forget, too.
They will say a million small things that sow the seeds for violence done against you, and you will smile and let them.
You will do math, constantly.
How much do I want to be a person today? How much do I want this project to succeed? How much honesty can I afford? How much dishonesty will kill me? What is the cost of coming out? Is there a way to delay, soften, transmute? How long can I survive as half a person?
Ever since the world ended ... I don't go out as much.
People that I once befriended, just don't bother to stay in touch.
Things that used to seem so splendid, don't really matter today.
It's just as well the world ended -- it wasn't working anyway.
Your dreams will be reduced down to breathing.
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Shake Your Sillies Out
Once I'd wrapped up the "language" portion of the presentation, it was time to address some of the questions that Bud's classmates had about his sensory issues.
"Okay," I said. "Next question. So...[Read More]
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I See Dead Blokes
Donald*, could you please tell me, what is this all about? I'm pondering the same question now that I wondered about twenty-odd years ago, when I was in my 20’s, a graduate on a quest to find a de...[Read More]
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A Year Ago at Shift Journal
Nut grafs or otherwise relevant excerpts from entries which appeared last year at this time.
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